jus came back from tan tock seng hospital there. i guess all went well for me barhs. the journey there was so long and tiring. lolx~ took mrt all the way to novena and still have to walk some journey there. hmms. my first time there marhs. so a bit blur blur de. i dun noe how to scan the card and all those. lolx~ then got someone come to help me with it lohs. see the trainee doc first then sent me to see specialist. waited so damn longg. hahas.

den on my way back home saw kenny and suyu. i saw kenny first. i was on the mrt and he was outside. then i was like looking at him and trying to get his attention. then he saw me and waved. den suddenly he started to point and point at dun noe where. he was pointing and mouthing some words. i was like blur down there. i tot he gone crazy lerhs. cos dun noe wad he pointing at marhs. then finally understand larhs. he was telling me that suyu was at the next cabin. lolx~ =)

got a lot of medicine today. still have to go back for review three weeks later. hais. guess my condition isnt that serious? thats wad the doc says anyway. then ytd nite.. wasnt really a gd day for me. he smsed me last nite lorhs. then he was like scolding me. and i was really fed up larhs i admit. cos i dun think i have a responsibility to sms him lorhs. then i replied and said " can u stop scolding me when its not my fault. scolded me for two days liaos." then he retorted. he said that he was sorry in a sarcastic way.

he said " suan le. everything is my fault ok. all my fault. it is my fault that i been waiting for ur sms from holidays till now. always i sms u first. i am so disappointed." seriously.. i dun noe wad to reply lorhs. he sounded hurt. had i been too harsh? i sometimes think that i am sort of taking revenge on him. last time i used to like him.. used to miss him.. used to wait for his sms everyday. i would wait hopefully by the fone and when it beeped, my stomach wuld do some backflips. i dun noe whether he was jus playing with my feelings or wad.. so slowly i stopped myself and stopped liking him. then now.. it is his turn to feel wad i used to feel before.. hais. am i jus taking revenge on him? had i been too harsh?

love is such a troublesome thing. i hate it yet wish for it to happen on me. hais.